Still Unfair;

You believed you'd be treated good if you treat good, didn't you?
But well, life's like that. Life must be the most unfair thing that's ever existed.
All this time, you've been believing that you'll be treated fair enough. But, that's never the truth. You're never treated well.
Instead, you're pushed; pushed away.
Instead, you're crushed; crushed into bits.
Instead, you're weakened.
Then you realize that whatever you do, it's all going to be the same. You can't make a difference; you can't make a change in anything. You're helpless.
It keeps turning back on you. You keep getting weaker day-by-day.
Your emotions need to flow; they need to be let out. But there's nothing you can do about that. You just have to live like that, disgusted.
You feel like going away; going away to a place where no knows you; where you can start over.
But, you know you can't; and it hurts you more. Then you just go nuts.
And then, you're just desperate; desperate to break free; desperate to feel better.